I feel another long-term panic attack coming on. It started this morning when they told me I was being moved back to nights. I started panicking pretty much immediately, which the managers noticed. So they looked to see what other positions might be available, and offered me an evening shift in the Deli. I still feel panicky, and now depressed, but it's not as intense as the last one. I've got the next two days off, which I'm going to try to enjoy. x_x Then I start in the deli. I'm nervous, and I'm really not looking forward to smelling fried chicken all day long.
I feel like I'm being too whiny and too picky, but I can't really explain why I'm panicking, because I don't KNOW. I just feel irrationally scared again. I'm so exhausted. I'm going to go to bed and attempt sleep.
About Me
- Rory
- I'm Rory or Rorek in most places. I design, sew, and craft, primarily for my Asian Ball-Jointed Dolls. I also dabble in interior design, but I'm a little out of practice.
I post about the things I enjoy, which are sewing, photographing my dolls, designing new outfits, knitting, which I started in September of 2008, thanks to my Mom, and occasionally drawing, or painting.
I also post about Life Events and how they affect me and those that I love.
Currently I am living in DFW, Texas in the USA and working towards a degree in Theology.
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