I have tipped over until fully blown not-functional. I knew it was
coming but wasn't sure when exactly. It happened.. Wednesday? on the 2nd
I think. I ended up calling out of work because of migraine. I worked
slowly and painfully on schoolwork and went to class. That was painful. I
got home and flipped out on Osaka. I cried. I don't remember much. I
apologized. I woke up Tuesday and went to class. I flipped out. I cried.
I had my English professor baby-step me through salvaging my project so
half of that is done (the powerpoint half), and now I need to write a
rhetorical analysis essay on it. I also need to write an essay for ASL
over the weekend.
Also Pherret is in town for the weekend. I am ... not functional enough to process anything about that, but I am
happy to see him and I hope that I am appropriately expressing that. He
accidentally triggered me this evening, and I don't know how to say
anything about it because he was trying to be honest about a serious
thing and I appreciate that, but it was alarming and I can't process it.
So..
I have two essays to write. I need to pick from a selection
of topics for ASL, and write a 3 page essay for that, and also do my
analysis of my powerpoint for English. Anyone have ideas on how to focus
when your world is crumbling at your feet?
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