I don't know how to explain without going into painful detail. Nick doesn't love me anymore. He wants to legally marry Ti. We're getting a divorce.
That just sounds too plain. It sounds blunt and dramatic. I don't know how else to say it though. I'm not moving out yet. Nor will I be signing the papers for awhile. I want to get my driver's license first and be started in my schooling. I'm gonna become a History Teacher. I won't be going back to Texas, at least for awhile. I'll continue to live here until I can leave and be sure I can support myself.
I'm hurt of course, and angry, but we're going to try to end it on the best possible terms. I can't hate him even if I want to. Or her. I know where the blame lies and I take responsibility for my stupid actions. It's not entirely my fault of course, but neither is it entirely their fault. I'll probably be online slightly less for awhile.