Mental Health.

I have tipped over until fully blown not-functional. I knew it was coming but wasn't sure when exactly. It happened.. Wednesday? on the 2nd I think. I ended up calling out of work because of migraine. I worked slowly and painfully on schoolwork and went to class. That was painful. I got home and flipped out on Osaka. I cried. I don't remember much. I apologized. I woke up Tuesday and went to class. I flipped out. I cried. I had my English professor baby-step me through salvaging my project so half of that is done (the powerpoint half), and now I need to write a rhetorical analysis essay on it. I also need to write an essay for ASL over the weekend.

Also Pherret is in town for the weekend. I am ... not functional enough to process anything about that, but I am happy to see him and I hope that I am appropriately expressing that. He accidentally triggered me this evening, and I don't know how to say anything about it because he was trying to be honest about a serious thing and I appreciate that, but it was alarming and I can't process it. So..

I have two essays to write. I need to pick from a selection of topics for ASL, and write a 3 page essay for that, and also do my analysis of my powerpoint for English. Anyone have ideas on how to focus when your world is crumbling at your feet?